This verges on being annoying, or perhaps just dramatic, but I feel like there are some mistakes that each of us are doomed to make over and over again. Maybe I just need to get more sleep, or maybe I need to make better choices.
As of August 10 (水) I am starting my school forced holiday. While I don’t have classes or crit time right now, I am spending basically everyday at the school, in my studio. My apartment isn’t quite large enough to make patterns, and I am losing a week (!!!!!) of patternmaking and sewing time. While it’s important that I use the week to edit my thesis, again, and write the abstract, I feel like I’m going to lose my damn mind waiting to get back to my patterns. I want to start the next term with perfect muslins. I am not trying to start the term with busted shit. And yes, there is a load of time after the forced break, I can’t help but feel a bit of panic. How different for me..?
i must give props to my sustah, Chris Nodeisha for turning me onto this band. they’re so… well, for lack of better words, heartsrevolutionというバンドはメッチャクチャ可愛い音楽を作ってるよ！heartsrevolutionの音楽はすごく懐かしいから２１才のごろにelecroclashの音楽はニューヨークにとても人気ですね。笑！僕はお爺さの声みたいけど老人じゃないよね〜。
my Japanese life mantra is 「夏休みになっても毎日学校へ行かなくちゃ。」”it has become summer break, but i have to go to school every day”
i’m listening to Dolly Parton and making patterns and it’s just like when Pippa and i were in university, except for the cool “not on the verge of death” thing. i wish she was here.
I have taken a new approach to organising my collection. For the first time in my long (long) fashion student career (I’m fuckin old,) I am preparing order of operations sheets, and flats to hopefully avoid any of the most Nick ever mistakes. Cross your fingers.
Why am I posting this video? Because I feel like it, that’s why. Working since the early afternoon may also have something to do with it. I can say, without a doubt, I am going to lose my mind this summer.
I am in the the throes of a goddamn 5 g’s moment. Tidying this damn house, organising the fabric selection for my collection, and trying to keep my shit together. I could use a very large drink and I’m bloody sick of 梅雨. It’s near impossible to get anything finished or accomplished when you could cut the air with a damned knife. That being said, chin up cause I’m still too young to have two.
I never feel tired at night and I want to sleep in the daytime. Summertime sickness. I have never been this busy in my life, but I like what I’m working on, and I’m proud of it. Sometimes I buy into the bullshit, but then I hear Ru’s reminder that what other people think of me is none of my business.
Tomorrow starts the next chapter of insanity. And I’m going to win.